not too long, jus managed to get a guestbk, all thanks to jen. ^_^

ok, it's raining cats and dogs now. so yeah, it's still not sleeping time for me. realised that there's so many sample papers for my up coming infa test. so got to do a bit first then i sleep. *yawns*

im a bit hungry now.

I don't care. I just need to blog today, no matter what. I've got quite abit to say, to write. so yeah.. :D

Today most sch are celebrating teachers' day in case some of u do not know. maybe those who are out of the sec/pri sch system. heee.. yeah if im not wrong teachers' day shld be on the 1st of Sep ya? ok, went to sec sch wif hui,sy,amanda,sl, yvonne,xin and bla bla. I saw all my classmates, most of them went back. the guys as usual, when they see me, they said,"oh where's joyce? i can't see her at all!" yeah yeah.. got used to it, but basically they're pretty nice chaps.

saw erwin in his sajc uniform. havent seen him since we got the results. or probably the dinner at marche. kinda miss him. we hardly talk today, he jus told me about yanzi that she's from sajc too. haha.. yeah. and i think that's all we said. sads.. we used to like talk a lot, and i mean a lot. now it seems that we've got hardly anything to say to each other. perhaps we havent seen each other for so long, there's jus this sense of difference and stuff, we now in diff schs. i remembered we were like discussing what college to go jus before the prelims, and we're arguing between acjc and sajc. and yeah, he chose sajc. maybe when u head on wif ur life and go on to diff places, you'll change ya? guess that's pretty inevitable, but still... he's like my best guy fren... hahah.. hopefully the next time when we see each other we'll have more to say.

like i said saw most of my classmates, was standing near the hall then our form teacher went up the stage to say hi to us, and even thanked us for the wonderful times, hmm.. did she? and our whole class jus screamed and cheered!! such unity ya? kinda miss everything, miss everyone, miss every single thing that happened when i was in E1.. later we went up to our ex classroom. we self painted our class in sec 3, of cos everyone was like, who are u?? haha.. but still, the painted classroom look presentable. the paint is still there, our strokes, our laughters. looking thru the windows, everyone was like, oh where did i sit? the teacher this the teacher tat. somehow everything jus came flowing back. sweet memories of how we spent the 2 yrs together. sweat, laughter, anger, piahness, it's all mixed up to become what we are. we took photos outside our classroom.

ppl change, ppl leave, ppl move but memories stay. 4E1 rules!! ^_^

our own cliques had dinner at marina south, like i said steamboat and bbq. the food was fab. ate till i was bloated. spent some time talking, eating. we took photos at the mrt station. and we did this indian style thing, like everyone lined up in a straight line, and we did it at city hall. hahah.. yeah the ppl were looking. werid. but we didnt care, we jus wanna have FUN. we took it in the cabin, we took with the sign Marina Bay. we were nuts, we were crazy, we were crankie, but we didnt care. hahah.. we took near the stairs, we took it when the train past us. we were talking in the cabin, and was like talking so loud, and talking lots of rubbish. hahah... and we sang emuil cheng's frens in the mrt in cantonese. It was LOUD, and everyone around us started to look and star at us. oh well.. that's us. the thick-skinned lot. the don't care lot. the who cares lot. we parted. had a talk wif amanda on the way home, and realised that how fun it is. indeed.

thanks guys for giving me one of the best day i ever had since sch started.
love u all.. *muacks* ^_^

I'm jus crazy..

okok, i guess im crazy. i can't help but wanna change my template, and i did it at 1am plus. jus finished my infa and came online to see. my previous blog was the catus was gone! goodness me! oh well.. and how's the new one? hope it looks ok.

oh, tmr going to be at sch at 9am. haix. so early rite? it seems tat most ppl r going to sleep in but not me. hmm maybe not everyone ya? jus meh meh.. ^_^ had a talk wif gen, she's awake ( how can she talk to me when she isnt awake?) she jus had a nap and woke up at 1am. she said she wanna lift her legs. *question marks all over* yeah, i also dont know what she meant. oh well.. oh she jus told me, how to like make ur legs smaller..hahah yeah, weird huh? she said face the wall, lift ur legs on wall, leave it there for 15mins. and those got big thighs or wat can try lor.. i'll try and see if it works k? *winks*

i think im going a bit sleepy, dookey, craxxie, crankie watever.

go to sleep now, joyce.

I tired.. does it work?

Jen tot me how to add links and stuff, so i took time off my studies to like try a bit here and there. does it work? Hopefully it works, but it looks a bit weird le..

Yahoo! got prezzie frm my fren is taiwan. haha.. so eggciting!! there's a mic for me, but i dont know how to attach the thing to the comp, esther taught me must go to the effects thingy, but er.. if anyone knows, pls feel free to approach me ok? not to help u, but help me. heee... ^_^ oh, and she added, neo-print of herself, changed a lot like tat, and er... letter and bday card. so fun!! guess im going to send sth over to thank her, maybe a card or sth ya? haha...

hey hey.. guess im going to catch that chinese movie, move left move right. im a right? okok, im not sure what's the title in eng, but i guess u guys know what im talking abt ya? haha.. okok, guess i heard yanzi singing that song. not bad not bad. got time go listen lar, 933 everytime play it.

yeah! good news, actually it's quite long ago, but still.. i need to tell everyone. i've got like 2 frens who agreed to come for the edge, after the test week! isnt tat like SUPER DUPER good news? i think i havent got any frens to come for the edge for since dont know when.. bad rite? Haix. okok, now they're coming, and pray that they wont back me out k? and i think it's really a good thing that the edge will be changed to sat, cos it's like a lot of them has got cca on friday evenings so give excuse that they cant come for edge. now it's sat, hahaha they cant find any excuses not to come. heee... come lar.. im sure u guys dont want to miss out sth that's great, happening and all ya? so call ME!!and book a appointment. yups? hahah...shall stop playing ard.

oh, was talking wif ju abt classmates. we kinda miss all our frens. she miss her jc frens, i miss my sec frens. it seems that we're sentimental or emotional? or maybe not both hor? okok, i dont know what im talking about. but dear ym, u can write abt ur jc frens on ur blog, cos like to know more. it's like so fun to hear all ur stories. oh, did i hear u saying that the others think ur blog is way too long? aiya.. nvm la, it's ur own blog mar.. u can write all u want. me getting loonnngggeerr and looonnngggeeerrr if u notice. *winks* ok, do give some comments on my blog, hopefully that catus thingy is still there. hahah

oh, i lost my bible! sobs. pray that i'll be able to find it k? has been wif me since primary school!!

haix.. i wan msn 6.. haha..okok, somehow my comp doesnt allow me to d/l msn 6. somehow lar, dun know y.

yeah break next week, after that it's a test week, so it's not considered as a break yeah? oh yeah..they put it as STUDY break..ar.. but still.. think i really rot, slack too much. i couldnt get myself to the study table and study. hahah... all the subs doesnt interest me, it's like so BORING.. wat to do? suddenly i feel like doing projects, but er.. left like 2 projects, but more coming in after the test week lar. pray tat i'll study k...and study hard.

oh im actually looking forward to fri, im going to spend some time wif my sec sch cliques!! ^_^ it's teachers' day, going to sch in the morning, in the evening we're going to hav dinner at marina south, some bbq and steamboat. hee.. think it's gonna be real FUN. havent seen my frens for like 1 or 2 months? though we may be in the same sch, but somehow u wont see them ard... somehow. so chruch frens wont see me during the edge, i'll be away having some dinner. oh yeah...y suddenly wanna go marina dinner? oh... cos they wanna celebrate my and one of my fren's bday. so yeah my bday is like abt a month away... *hint hint* prezzie prezzie...lalala.. u guys got a month to prepare lors.. heeee :P

recently so many virus, my desktop and lappy got the worm thingy virus.. haiyo. it's irriating, keep shutting down in a min time. how irriating can tat be? but phew..thank god it's all solved due to the helpful software frm geraldine... thanks man..

wat else? poor ju... ur blog ok lar.. err... sometimes old ppl tend to write a bit long marr.. jen also lar... heading near ur age in a few yrs time hor? hahahX.. jen if u read this.. it's the reality!! hahaha... :P guess im heading there sooner or later, it's a matter of time lar. but still, im only turning 17 soon, not even 17. okok... i'll stop, in case some ppl out there are a bit jealous lar.. okok :P

i'll write more can? cos havent blog for a week liaos, let me say more. i had a dream last nite, abt me going to tw. and it's like so fun so fun.. hahah.. there's chinese saying rite, u think in the day u'll dream in the nite. cos that's wat happening to me. i told my mum, and i said dreams r opposite of reality then which means i wont go to tw afterall, then she laughed and said i watched to much holland v... heee... yeah lar.. i watch it like everyday, sometimes not at home, my mama also record for me, she's also a great fan of holland v. ^_^ but still i wanna tw... see how lar..

the recent week had been really slack, watch tv, sleep, internet. cant seem to study lar.. oh well, i'll try to do it later, and at least i've finished 2 chaps of marcoeconomics out of 4!! not bad huh..

yawns.

been sleeping early lately, cos mi sick. yeah.. got like flu and headache for the past few days. and my early is like 11 plus almost 12. not bad already lar, cos like got so many things to do. and im sneezing now.. *ah chew* buah

slept on the bus on the way to the edge, haix, wat a bad ride, bus was like turning, swirving, watever. couldnt really get a gd nice nap. entered into the scantuary a little blurred-eye, then jl said i looked really tired. i was lar, then he said tat i looked like i've got 6 projects to complete. hee..BINGO! yups yups, 6 projects to complete, and few more to come in. however, i've completed like 2 of them. one presented today, the other on mon. so here and there, i left 2 projects. one of them is like really important, cos there's no exam for it, it's all based on projects and daily assessments.

v long never see cj lohs.. and didnt see him at the edge. cj, how hav u been le? hahah...heard u went to collect ur tix to australia ya? so gd, i also wanna go. but got sch.. oh well... ^_^

tmr going to town wif xin, a sale at taka, after tat going to ah ma's hse for dinner. hmmm...v long never drop by liao, no time.. then finally a sat where i need not do projects. hahah..!! yahoo! can u feel the joy and excitement in me? yups yups. ^_^

oh joy is like really leaving on mon, so fast, maybe not tat fast. she's like david, and she'll be one when she goes isreal. think will miss her talking to the others loudly..hahah.. can hear her voice everywhere in the scantuary. hmm..take care.

majesty king of eternity the skies the sea the land created by ur power majesty king of eternity the rock of slavation the refuge for my soul we will exalt ur name king jesus every knee must bow before ur throne we will exalt ur name king jesus there's no one like you there's no one else like you

it's been so long since i've been to the dentist, simply too lazy to call for an appointment. ^_^ planning to put red and white since it's spore's bday. hahah...for the fun of it, and im patoratic.

had fun at net yesterday, ate a lot, had pizzas. christina was super duper hyper, dun know wats wrong wif her. guess she ate to many sweets. and she was jumping ard, and stepped on dog's poo. oh...'poor girl' heee... :D

watched the parade at maddy's hse. and saw my ou xiang. sun yan ji!! hahah..jen made fun of her name, cos her new hairdo really looks like a chicken. my mum said it looks like chicken backside. hahah... poor yan zi... but her voice is like really good, so unique ya? and all her songs r like really nice too..yups yups

i've been quite lazy lately le.. didnt revise a lot for my subs, did projects till im so sian, and i ended up watching tv at 7 at 10, which im not supposed to. hee..buy holland v is like so funny, need some humor in my life lar..rather gloomy and dull lately. hahah.. 10pm is also a comedy cum drama cum hosting cum violence show.. heee...

k, gotta to go now. havent finish my tutorial. heee... and think better call up my dentist tmr..white and red here i come!!

so little but yet so much

the edge, didnt really paid much attention to jeremy's msg today, was too sleepy and tired. had infa test, and phew..still ok lar, hopefully i'll pass..hahah...but of cos pray hard that i'll do well in it, more than a pass u know... ^_^

Happy bday singapore! hahah...singapore is 38 yrs old lo..younger than most of my aunties and uncles, hahah... too bad i cant get the tics to the parade, it's really nice, been to the preview one wif hui hui..in case u guys dun know who's hui hui, she's my sec gd fren mei hui..yups yups. oh..amanda is going for the parade ya? enjoy girl! and do tell me more abt it (but i guess it's more or less the same hor? hahah..)

me and hui hui is always in the same lectures lor, and it's so fun, i know her classmates and they know mine. and we always book seats for each other for lectures. but still quite sad that we're not in the same class anymore. seriously, i really really miss my sec sch frens, like hui, amanda, xinyi, yvonne bla bla...these r like my sec sch cliques, there for me even when the sun goes down..hahah...how poetic ya? okok, dun know how to spell lar.
was talking to michelle over lunch at SIM (singapore institute of management, it's jus next to ngee ann) abt sec sch frens, and after talking abt it, i cried

i really cried lar, miss my frens too much, and isnt really used to my frens now. cos it's like they're not as happening as my old cliques, where we scream, shout, cry together. sads hor? yeah lor... and after tat, i called mei hui, and said tat i missed her..hahah...silly me. but guess tats wat u'll do when u really miss ur frens ya? and i miss xin too...she's like my bandmate cum classmate. we always laugh and cry, bump our *toot* together. so much FUN. it's all abt FUN FUN and more FUN but now..haix..so quiet. and the ppl speak english now. hahahs..not used to it lar...

i guess sec sch frens will always be ur best frens, cos thats the few yrs where u really grow up and stuff, to become a young adult. hey lin, christina...ENJOY n CHERISHthe days in sec school, esp wif ur frens. esp lin, cos u're sec 4 next yr, and time flies for sec 4s...hahahah...

hahah...talked too much abt frens, guess i really miss them... sobs sobs... miss u guys lots if any of u is reading this.

me thinking of u at this very moment.

hui hui

amanda

yvonne

xinyi

seeyee

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Always look on the bright side of life...

Moi's back frm a short break from blogging, hahah.. not i dun wan to blog lor, it's jus tat i cant afford the time, and since i got to be in sch by 12 tmr, i figured tat i can sleep later tonite. Have been sleeping ard 2 plus lately, cos there's simply TOO much work to do. All my projects, homework, revision, jus going bonkers over them.

Common tests coming up in abt 2-3 weeks time ba. and im running short of time. it's like no time for this no time for that. was telling my mum tat it's seems tat poly is worse than college lor. hahah... everyday is project, project and more project. and i really mean everday. staying in sch till like 7 or 8?? haix..simply not used to it. Poor me, sleeping lesser now, sometimes only 5 hrs of sleep?? and it's always a full whole day? i know im jus trying to get everything out of my chest..jus let me ya? this is my blog. hahah...

today, was like discussing when's our next meeting, and we realised everyday is packed wif something. frm other projects and stuff, and im going for extra lessons for economics. jus in case, cos havent got the time to study, so jus go lor, every thurs frm 4-6. i start sch at 9 on thurs.. wif i think only an hour break. oh man.... after tat got net.. wat can i say? simply crazy... god can u pls help me?? like really really organise everything nicely?? need wisdom in pratically everthing...ppl pray for me k? i dun wan to fall ill...hahha...not v well recently.. :(

thanks meh meh for ur helpo...help a bit here and there. argh!! was like talking to my frens, and my fren asked me, y god didnt create 8 or 9 days. instead of 7 days. and y not 48 hrs a day instead of 24... hahah..i was wondering too. then i started preaching by saying tt humans r a greedy lot, once they got sth, they'd wan more of it. so god probably figured tat 7 days would be good. cos he created the earth in 7 days issit? cant really remember...

sijie working at singtel, cj at NUS.. jen starting sch next week, celine's tests r like over. woah...looks like everyone is like real busy... hahah..national day coming. not a free day for me. got to rush my projects which are due jus next week!!! argh!! argh!! no time... buah buah...how??

pray

pray

pray

what else but pray rite? to ask god to help, he's the only hope..hahahah...sounds so serious hor? yups, ok lar, wining too much liao...did i spell wining correctly?? pls tell me k...hahahah...

i live to worship u
i breathe to worship u
all of my days
ur face i will see(k)

for as i worship u
u lead to that place
to that place
of divine exchange

p/s if esther tan is reading this: thanks for introing this song to me. i LOVE it... ^_^