yeah~~ erwin msged me!! hahah... not a bday greeting but a gd nite msg. hee... at least he still remembers me. ^_^ but his sis send me a bday msg, so did esmond. okok, miss them loads. esp esmond, spent 4 whole yrs with him and he's really nice and stuff... still can remember my bday. normally guys don't. hahah... ^_^

how nice if time can jus turn back, go back to the past. or even stop at that time i want it stop. but sometimes, when time jus move on, u jus dont want it to move. like stay put or constant. can be tiring when u got to go wif time. time waits for no one. hahah....

how's my leg?? eh.. it's a bit better while walking, but still look like big fat person's feet. did u guys watch that show by andy lau and sammie cheng?? in that big fat suit?? haha.. yeah, my feet looks like theirs. got to go back and see the bone specialist. then kinda follow up and stuff. so basically, i got to stay at home for the time being, doc say i shldn't move ard too much.

oh, kelvin msged me too. a 2 day late bday greeting. better than none ya? if jol didnt tell him, doubt he'll msg me. oh well.. wat can i expect from guys???

i spent my big day home alone for half a day. isnt it sad? got to stay at home for ur bday?? haix.. skipped sch cos my ankle cannot make it.

boo hoo hoo. i jus came back frm my 'tui na' session with the chinese sinseh. it was horrible!! she tui and tui till i was crying so hard. hahah.. yeah, i was basically choking back my tears but in the end jus forget it. it was intense pain, and er somehow it didnt get better, i feel a bit worse now. and my right leg is fatter than the other. hahah... tmr might not be going to sch again cos mum say she's most proably going to bring me to the hosiptal to take a hosptial or sth cos she suspect that the bone crack. er... i also dont know lar. but it's really pig trotters. hahah...

it's showering the whole of today. really heavy. and i got to console myself that the heaven is upset that i got to spend my bday at home, but, at the same time it's a shower of blessings!! ^_^

was surprised when mei hui and her classmates came to my home. got a gift hamper from them for my bday. it's all filled with tidbits and stuff.. hahah.. but was really glad cos different class, but yet they came all the way from sch in a cab, showering at the same time and passed me all my prezzies. hee... frm classmates and frens. thanks guys. appreciate it lots.

btw, pray that i'll get well soon.. and it wont hurt anymore k..

happy birthday, joyce ^_^
*thanks to those who smsed me. to those who didnt... i forgive u. ^_^

happy bday to joyce. happy birthday to joyce. happy birthday to joyce. happy birthday to meeee.... ^_^

so today is my bday. i'm offically 17 years of age. hahah.. somehow jus starting to feel a bit old and yeah.. isnt in the spirit to celebrate too.. but oh well.. im 17!!

and another reason y no mood to celebrate cos im sprained my ankle!! argh!! pain pain k.. my ankle looks like a pig trotters and yups it hurts ALOT. i fell frm the bus lar, like alighting then dun know wat happen i fell, and ta-da my sprained my poor ankle. come to think of it, this is my 6th time that i've sprained my ankle.. goodness gracious me!!!

i went to the sinseh in the evening, and the lady rubbed for me, the pain was unbearable. and i kept singing some christian songs but er.. the pain was too much for me to bear.. hahahah... so i dont think im going to school tmr. going to have a hard time walking ard, and the sinseh said i shldn't walk too much.. yeah lor.. and im always walking here and there...

oh btw, if u're reading a blog. shldn't u pick up ur phone now and send me bday sms?? huh? shldn't you?? even if it's belated shld be ok wat... hahaha...

happy bday joyce ^_^

buah.. my teeth hurts, maybe not really teeth but the gums tats making my teeth hurs esp when i chew. sobs.. dont know wats wrong wif my gums, it's like really swollen and stuff and covered part of my back teeth. buah buah. im visting the dentist in the morning, hopefully it's nothing serious. jaslyn said tat it's probably some gum disease, christina is even worse. she asked me if there's such thing as gum cancer!! no lar.. cannot be rite?? okok, im really afraid... been praying really hard it's nothing really serious.

net was fine, er.. i actually finished net lesson and praise n worship in 15mins!! okok, almost there lar. christina actually forgot she's leading, and i made her do it impromtu, and she came up wif action songs, and another one, so yeah pretty fast. and today's lesson is rather short. but we talked abt the prayer focus and big bang for a while and almost argued. hee... realised that my net likes to do action songs.. proably becos of the age ba. hahah... ^_^

miss dan. realised tat she played a big role in my life since the first day i came to know her. somehow she understands how i feel and stuff, probably we're the same age ba. she talks to me abt everything and anything and taught me many things abt my walk wif god. she's really precious, sth i believe that god would really be proud of. take care, dan. ^_^

didnt go sch, skipped a lecture cos the rest of the day is like e-learning, so ended up at jean's hse to do project. guess im pretty sleepy now. *yawns*

my gums..

guess i'll try to make it short. havent done my tutorial, and it's dued tmr!! argh..

the guyana team flew off. really miss dan so so so so much. sent them and there were quite a number of ppl there too. cried twice, couldnt control lar.. and i was telling them that i read this chinese essay. u know tat glass to the main terminal, that glass seperates joy and sadness. somehow.. u'll have different feelings whenever u go to the airport. and today, guess u guys already knew how i felt.

went to nus to meet jen. im supposed to say this in my blog. haha... er.. yeah, had to reach the blue building in the science area. well, normally everyone takes like bus 96 or A2 ya?? er.. i kinda took 2 bus 96 and 2 bus A2 to get to tat blue building. i was lost, and didnt know when to alert. the person sitting next to me alighted off, and i followed cos i also noticed many alighted too. basically, i was blur blur blur.

been really busy, didnt have time to revise and come online. somehow there was jus so many things to do and think abt. going to rush my projects now. realised that there isnt much time for it. ok, im going to ZZzzz now...

tomorrow will be a better day. ^_^

haven't blogged for a week. been like really busy rushing my project that was dued yesterday. so yup, im done!! but err.. i've still got 2 more. so this sem i think i've got 8 pros?? hmm.. it's CRAZY!! i haven't done so many projects in my whole 16 years!! *buah*

yesterday's net was at jon's hse. i must say his home is really cosy, and he has got lovely siblings. they served us wif ice cream, crackers and soft drinks. the dad offered us mooncakes. but er.. tats a lot for jus a few hrs, so we declined. hahah... for praise and worship, we sang majesty king of etenity tat song, and jon's dad came out after tat humming tat song... hahah... and we were laughing. we had a great time. lesson was short, and we kinda interected wif each other. ^_^ christina as usual was SUPER-DUPER HYPER. goodness gracious me! hahah...oh and i lead this action song. like stand up and shout if u love my jesus, sit down and whisper if u love my lord. heard of it? this is supposedly a must-sing-song in the CW. rite lin, rite?? kinda miss the times in CW, somehow it's much more fun than the CW now. heeee....

oh, im going to ghim moh later. jon's hse was like at ghim moh and next to the hawker center. when i walked past, i was craving for zui kueh. yummie! hahah... and wat else? soya bean milk? peanut soup?? but i had put on quite a bit recently. oh no! how? i dont go swimming, i dont jog now??!!

joyce-reflect.

oh, saw law mee uncle in sch yesterday. he offered to drive me up tat ngee ann slope. hahaha... on his scooter! ok, my first time on a scooter. it was fun! but er.. only for tat few seconds, cos we were up tat slope very fast. hopefully i can get a chance to ride on a bike. ^_^

guess, got to prepare to go ghim moh. and later edge, later the LIM's household. gonna be a fun, eggciting day. gonna miss dan dan lots!!! kinda miss the old days, she spent in my room during the youth camp. haiyo... can she dun go?? its like so fast...

im proud of myself. why?? i skipped 2 lectures on thurs! :P

im supposed to be up and ready for today's trip to zooy zoo. but.. mama not home yet from marketing? and i can't leave sammie boy all alone at home. so wat to do, wait till she comes home and at the mean time, i'll jus blog. ^_^

somebody in my family passed away in the morning, yesterday. It's Sparky. Suddenly he jus laid down there, i was asking my mum where's he cos i dont see him ard, mum said tat dad probably brought him to see the doc. but er.. werid, so mum took down the cage, and gasp! he's there, eyes closed. totally frozen and stiff. ok he died. oh.. in case u guys still don't know who's Sparky, he's my dad's pet bird; whom he bought for less than 2 months. sammie boy cried when he learnt that Sparky passed away quietly this morning. He was our fav bird, we've got 2. and reason he died? probably he ate too much. He's been eating alot and not exercising enuff. He's a FAT bird. oh well...

went shopping wif chelle, jes and jean. er.. supposed to shop together, guess they ended up going shopping wif me. hahah.. managed to get a pair of shoes. 44 bucks?? supposed to be 49, but 10% discount so good lor. ^_^ shopping trip wasnt really fun and eggciting. still miss the good old days. we jus walked aimlessly, which i don't really like. It's jus boring. eh.. are shopping trips supposed to be like that? walking aimlessly?? *thinking hard*

joshua21.. like tat lor. dont feel anything for it. oh well..

ok, my projects are up again. got to finish one by this coming tue, hand it up on fri. goodness gracious me, it's a 10 over pages long of report!! *buah* yeah.. the word.. s _ _ _

is mama back? i'll go take a look, oh i think she is, heard sammie boy talking. talking to himself or talking to mama, okok, is today's blog a bit less grammatical correct? hopefully. got to go for zoo zooy!! ^_^

got to blog one last time for today. i read thru all my blogs, and realised sth. what happened to my grammar??!! goodness gracious me??!! and my spelling??!! this is real bad. really bad. okok, i'll try to check every single blog im going to publish. making sure it's grammar-error-less. eh.. did i put it correctly? hahah... sulinn.. i think i need sulinn again. heee... ^_^

it's great to have one paper left! yahoo! finished my infa paper today, thought i was pretty slow in doing it, i was doing the last theory question then i realised i left 30 min!! *buah* shld have done it slower, take my time. but hopefully i'll do well, cos i find that this paper is somehow easier than my first test. bca on friday, and *yucks* hate that sub. it's yucky lor. have to memorise all the software, motherboard and MS ACCESS??!! goodness graceious me!! ^_^

after the test, we'll be going to bugis to shop! yeah! very long never go shopping already, so im going to buy a pair of new shoes! yeah.. ah yi gave me money to buy.. (did i mention this before?) after tat going for joshua 21, btw, anyone knows wat this joshua 21 thingy is all abt? i seriously dont know what it is all abt... (away, need to give christina a call)

im back. jus cant get christina. somehow she's MIA tonite. nah, her mum will call me at 7.25am, that's normally the time she calls me. hahah.. i realise that my members parents are like ministers. 3 of them, out of 5. gosh gosh! simply intimiatated by them. haix.. but sis dora can be quite nice, bro kar yee was my teaching methadlogy( spell wrongly) teaching, and now his daughter is my net. the most friendly minister is jon's father!! he's so nice. and YES, jon is coming tmr!! yeah... so happy. im really glad that he likes youth ministry, and loves to join the ministry, hopefully clement will start joining us soon, thinks he's doing so now.. hahahh. way to go YM!! ^_^

okok, im now listening to yanzi's yu jian. it's simply awesome. i mean the tune and lyrics. everything somehow jus come into place so nicely. and esther said that we're in yanzi fan club. hahah... she's my yanzi sis. so fun. found someone who enjoys yanzi music. heee... basically all of yanzi's song r nice lar. lalalla....

oh, later must go prepare lesson for tmr, havent prepare le. haiyo.. i lost my bible.. how? oh well.. jus got to use my mum's first ba. hahah.. i previously lost my bible at east coast. come to think of it, im still pretty mad. i went back home wif jus my sandals, and the clothes im wearing!!! so irriating!! arghhhh.....!!!

ok, i guess i've got nothing to write now. nothing much happened, perhaps fri nite?? i'll write abt my shopping trip. okok.. typical girls... :D

yeah! one paper is finally over. shld hav handed in the paper earlier, cos im that type, the more i think upon that question, i'll like change my answers, and the initially answer in the correct one. and yet regretting it. i lost 2 marks cos of being fickle minded, and not decisive enough. it's sick.

went to ps to have lunch at swensens. month of birthday for me and samuel. hee.. so auntie gave us a treat. and she gave me a few more bucks to buy a new pair of shoes. yeah!! ^_^ waited like so long for the desserts. and we kinda got so pissed off by the crew. you shld have seen our faces-black! haha. went home to sleep, was tired, woke up early to go sch for test.

new net is beginning this week. hmm.. i must really pray hard that nat will come. jon and esther will come after their exams. christina and charissa are ok i guess. and yuppie! had a talk wif jeslyn today, mentioned about church and stuff. i realised sth, that my this bunch of frens are pretty open wif such stuff. abt christianity and going to church, they seemed ok wif it. invited them to come for the edge when it shifts to saturday, and they say ok. woah.. wasn't prepared for that answer actually cos normally ppl will give excuses when asking them to go to church. praise god!! and jeslyn told me that jacky told her there's vfc in tampiness, she lives in tampiness. so i jus mentioned, one day i'll bring her to the sunday service. and she said ok. hahahahahah..... guess wat im feeling. i mean this grp of ppl are someone who's willing to know who god is and stuff. pray that one day, i believe one day, they'll come to know the lord. amen.

initially wasnt really happy with my this class, they're like not as happening as my previous class. they're pretty dead, and of course there are some ppl whom u will dislike. really miss my sec sch class and all my frens. but i realise u got to move on and cling to the past. there's always something a christian can do when they move on. i guess god really put me there for a purpose, cos there's jacky too. so qiao rite? hahah.. and jacky's feeling moody today. wonder y..

i miss erwin... hahah.. yeah, suddenly it came to mind of how we first spoke to each other. i was in the canteen looking ard, i saw him and he waved at me. that's how we started ba. heee.. funny hor how ppl come and go in ur life. y would god wanna put sb in ur life, what does he want u to learn? friends are important. hahah... my conclusion? i also dont know. just that i miss everyone in my class, some went to aust and US to study, some in poly, some in colleges. ah... esmond also. he mentioned that i havent change any since sec 1. yeah l think so too.

esther mentioned in her blog how close she and chris is right. i really think it's amazing how two different ppl can actually come together to become real close pals. two different ppl, two different character. yet, thru all the differences, two close frens. hey i realise, i can open up a class on friendships. u ppl can like invite me to be ur speaker. heees... :D
guess till now, im still searching for close pals. but come to think of it, i already had a grp!! hahah.. (somehow filled with unspeakable emotions)

oh and jinlun, if u happened to be reading my blog(which i think it's quite impossible). you havent update ur blog for so LONG. it's start to rust, and turn mouldy. hahah.. nvm me. it's getting late. and yeah, was talking to celine about having some lunch wif her and jinlun. proabably on a saturday, after that can go edge together. see lar.. somehow we'll arrange a bit.

recevie a gd nite msg from a fren, and found it really meaningful.

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