was lost but i'm found.

shared this with my net, so perhaps, wanna share it over here.
last sat's edge was sth on moving on, finding methods to grow closer to god issit? hmmm... i think so ya.
during alter call, i was jus at my seat thinking hard abt how i was as a christian. not gd not gd. jeremy said sth abt, wat if god wasn't in ur life. i saw this image in my mind, standing in the middle of a crossroad. left, right, center, back. where shld i head to? think life w/o god is like a crossroad, u wouldn't know where u're heading to. wat if u went the wrong way?

i admitted to my net tat, gg for the edge, gg for services, gg for net had become a responsibility as a net leader. every wk has been like tat... jus go, cos u're a leader. u got to go becos u're a leader. hahaha... life was like tat for a few months. for a period, i jus wanna become a member. leader isn't easy. i saluate those leaders. really. during the edge, wasn't jus interested. i can do other things on a saturday afternoon, go shopping, hang out wif a bunch of frens. tt was wat i think a sat afternoon shld be spent. at tat pt in time, i was there standing. a voice spoke, i didn't let u go, u let go off my hands first. true. i was caught up wif the things of the world, i let off god's hands. things happen, we always ask god, question god. we think we r always right. truth is, we let go of god's hands. god never wanted to let our hands go, the choice is ours. we left him. we left him for things tat we thought r better. but in the end, it's all wrong. the good things have always been wif us, since the day we accepted him.

so perhaps, we shld jus sit down n reflect. where r we now? are we still holding his hands, walking along side with him. OR have we let go his hands and wandering abt, searching for things tat we thought are better than what we are having.

where are we really at?

phew. what a week. It was busy+fun+love+joy+peace+laughter. Had a great time at camp and made lots of gd frens. though it was just 4days, 3nites. life at genting was really cool and relaxing(though got to sleep at 2/3/4 plus and wake up at 7plus.)

my grp is called the AGU. no idea how we came up this name but AGU was the best team spirit grp in the whole of the camp. YAHOO!! *beaming* yes yes.. basically, my grp was really enthu and cheered quite a bit not on the first or 2nd day but probably on the last day. hahahah... but still. we put up on a fannnnnnntastic performance on the last nite. everyone was laughing wif our silly storyline and all( silly but interesting, all thanks to the ever creative, yr 3 Aloy)

Overall, it was fun. made frens wif ppl from other grp. we got this angel n mortel game, heee... both my angel n mortel are called jeremy. wat coincidence, but i was VERY NICE to the both of them. hahah...

hm.... i'll be gg to shanghai next wed for 11 days. haix... don't really feel like gg but my aunt paid for my air tix already, all expenses paid by her. I'm gg there FOC. wat r the gd things in life? a free trip to china?? lol =)

then come back on the 5 or 6th i think, after 10 days i'll be flying off to taiwan. tts y i said, busy+love+fun+joy. it's the first time in my life im travelling to 3 places in jus 2 mnths. seriously, don't enjoy it at all. I'm a HOME person. hahah...

oh well.

yesterday i cooked dinner for family. heee... i chop up the meat, the prawns, beat the eggs bla bla bla... wah!! joyce u did it! hahaha.... eh, it taste pretty nice k... even my bro also say nice, i also say nice, my mum say nice, my dad also say nice. so it's nice. :D

nothing much these few days, jus work. gg off this sunday, guys take care. remember to think of me often ya? :P going for a haircut tmr!! yeah! finally.

oh yes oh yes!! i managed to upload the song... yahoo!! :D

got a tag board. pls leave some messages ard ya? :D

ok, changed a another template. hahaha... so sweet hor? aiya, jus a change. for now, let's jus use this. ^_^

have been quite sick recently, esp today, down wif a fever, whole body aching. argh! im going off next week to genting on a sunday... looking forward to it, can get tan. lol. and i'll also be going to taipei for a few days in june. most probably. have reserved ticket but haven't paid, the person hasn't call me up to go down for payment. but err... i'm quite afraid of taking airplane, esp if it's frm the famous.. er..hmm.. (ask jen wat airline lar, not v nice to announce it over here. hahah) so pls people pray for me k.. :D

sounds like a fun-filled holiday ya? actually, im still feeling ok abt it, ain't really excited. i just want to do things i haven't done before, like travellling alone. i'll be in june. =) another part of life.

actually ppl may think im really paranoid but i say what if.. what if things happen. and i might jus leave this world a bit earlier.. i know i know.. choy choy choy. i say wat if lar. was thinking, wat am i going to say when i stand before God.. what have i done on this earth that could give glory to him? i can't think of any actually. hahaha... lousy. lousy joyce. all my years as a christian, none of my frens came to know the lord, except seeing hui saying the sinner's prayer, don't think tat counts cos she still the same, doesn't go to church and all. hahahaha.... so basically, none.

joyce joyce joyce... so i kinda told god not to take me away first... (im kinda silly, i know i know) at least let me see of my frens get save first marr... isn't tat wat it's all abt?

was talking to jean one day during lecture, (weren't listening to lect of cos) then i started to talk abt god and stuff... she's really open, and i mean really. she believes there's a god, she believes there's jesus christ, but isn't ready to accept jc into her life yet. so i mean.. i BIG potential leh... hahahah... jeslyn is also kinda interested to know more abt god, asked me abt bible, abt when's god is coming and even brought her to r4 svc once. actually, come to think of it... there's really a lot of people who r curious, who wanna know who's really the real god. in the end, i think it's really all about us to go find out, to go see the ppl around us. jus tell them abt god, u won't die. maybe jus one word, or one sentence might set them thinking.

jia you! jia you! Cheers!

yups yups, a new skin. how? nice? hahaha...