It's over in 6 days. funny. im missing eternity production already. i did say how tired i was, a walking zombie in classes and tutorials. tried to take a nap whenever and wherever i can. but it's jus so amazing how i managed to get thru the past 2 weeks. i still managed to finish my tutorials except for one (and whole class got a scolding for not doing). understood the lectures and tutorials. it's so amazing. thank god.

and thank god for JR. he encourages us with his "great job". his smiles, his "amazing". he's just so nice. so nice so nice so nice. i'll miss him. really. he's flying off on sunday. "oah......"

i've never prayed so much in life ba. hahah.. or speaking in tongues before. the past few days. whoo... ahhh...weee. but i realised prayers really work esp when many pray together. the spirit is there, the unity is there. prayers are not boring anymore. :)

900 over souls in 6 days. Woo-hoo!!!

i've been really busy the past few days and can't image the days to come. modules im taking now are really much tougher than yr 1 (as expected).  The auditing tutor was discussing with us where we shld head to after graduation, since we'll graduate in like almost a yr or 2 time.
 
i can't see my future acutally. or shld i say i can't see my future in accounting. it was never my wish to take up this course, dont' know why i choose it anyway.  You shld have jus change course in yr 1. nope, i jus don't want to waste time. what's my dream anyway? haha... my dream... i don't really have a dream.  ambition? err.. pri school i wanted to be a lawyer, sec school i wanted to be a psychologist or setup a restaurant. right now, how bout marketing or sales or still setup a restaurant?? get wat i mean? i can't trust my ambition.
 
seriously speaking, all i want is to provide for my family. really. enought money to buy them a nice house, with a garden for mummy to grow her fruit trees, a doggie for my papa and bro. holiday trips to the places they like.  oh... sounds like fairyland. but, that's what i want for them.
 
i don't know i don't know i don't know. we'll jus wait till i graduate then i'll decide. it's still 1 yr plus 2 yrs anyway, ample of time.
 
eternity--- how long is eternity anyway?? if u were to die today, where will u go?? some say heaven, some say my spirit will just float around. hmmm... bascially, u'll go either to one of these places, heaven or hell. simple. reality. nope, not joking with you. your spirit don't float around ur frens or parents or whoever when u die. u go heaven or hell.  so one more time, if u were to die today where will u go? have u got the answer?
 
eternity production: 25th aug to 30th aug
cost: free of charge
place: u got to call me
tickets: u got to call me
my phone number: u guys have it don't u
 
im waiting for ur call to decide where u wanna go after u die. heaven or hell?

Beautiful Lord, wonderful Saviour
I know for sure, all of my days are
Held in Your hand
Crafted into Your perfect plan
You gently call me into Your presence
Guiding me by Your Holy Spirit
Teach me dear Lord
To live all my life through Your eyes
I'm captured by Your Holdy calling
Set me apart
I know you're drawing
Me to Yourself
Lead me Lord i pray
Take me and mold me
Use me, fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
Call me, You guide
Lead me, walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand


i remembered very clearly that this is the song i used to love to sing at my very first youth camp. (wearing the tee while typing this)theme----- In the Potter's Hand. haha... think that was when i was 14. A year where my whole life started to change. but somehow, after that year, i've forgotten abt this song till like once a while ppl started to sing it then i'll remember the experience i had with god. it seems so real (well, it's really real) i never wanted to experience god acutally, fear and all. and i didn't want to go camp that year at all (was persuaded) and i glad i did. god wants to change us, and till this day he still wants to. it really depends if we have a willing heart, he can do it jus whether we want it or not. simple as that.

heard this song again when someone bought me WOW worship, it's really good. :) was out wif my that cliques wanting to watch spiderman. jacky was there and he was listening to chrisitan songs, and my cliques started to listen to them too... they're not christians but they're pretty open. i told them that i've got this wow worship cd that was advertised on the tv and it's really really good. and guess what, they wanna borrow the cd frm me. all 3 of them. HELLO!! they're not christians.

isn't there so many prophecy abt the youths that many will come to know the lord. don't be skeptical abt it. it's really true.

my prayer to god is in that song.


Use me, fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hand

hey i havent watch spiderman yet. been too busy to set aside a time to watch, it's either im not free or it's my frens. i wanna watch....

2nd week 2nd day of school. so far so good. my first time ever-so-attentive attitude in lecture. hahaha.... maybe im kinda interested in taxation. *eeks* but still have got so many other lectures up tmr. pray tat i'll concentrate, i really pray now before every lesson begins. hahaha... im a big kaisu and kaisi now...... :D