one thing i dont like about being in poly is that u got to pay for all your notes. if there's e-learning, you got to print your own lecture notes and tutorial questions. i dont like. haha.

all those notes cost alot, each month got to spend close to 30 bucks for those stuff, and if i got to print my own, it'll eat up my ink. argh.. horrible. hahah. and there's like so many projects, and u got to do all of them on ur notebook. yeah... that wats the point of buying notebook rite? i'd rather not buy.. yeah lar, notebook quite cool lar. but, soon after, u'll get bored of it. hahaha...

im like complaining. im sick lar. tired. been looking at the screen for who knows how many hours, just trying to understand the lecture online. and i got to finish the e learning tutorials, *pray hard* by tonight, or at least tmr afternoon.

ok lar, got to go for prayer mtg soon. rest my eyes first. but still, i like the freedom i get in poly. hahah... can skip those boring lectures and out of school for lunchie. walk round the school, have luchie wif pri or sec school mates who happened to be in the same school too.

and hopefully, i can go for a holiday in early nov. have decided the place but girls.... ask ur parents k. hahah

i just love fireworks!! they're like man-made stars, appearing in a few seconds in all sorts of colours, and POOF they're gone after that, and new ones come out. the splendor and all, simply astonishing.

yes, i was one of the many curious singaporeans or non-singaporeans who went down to esplanade to find out what's the hoo-haa about fireworks festival. firstly, the trains were just filled with people, as the chinese saying goes-- shui2 xie4 bu4 tong1. travelling out from the trains to city link was another challenge. takes a least 3 mins to get down the escalator and up and to hmv then up the stairs to the fresh air of singapore river.

perhaps the air isn't that fresh, it's so horrifying, people jus throng the paths down esplande, circling round the river and durian shaped structure. i've found a talent of mine----- squeezing through the crowd. haha.. so impressive, so proud of myself. *winks*

we squeezed through crowds of people and finally reached our destination, thai express!! phew.
the food came. yumyum, pineapple rice.

*boom* *poof* how do u describe the sounds make by fireworks? hahah

yes, it started, basically everyone in thai express ran out of the restaurant to catch the live action of it all. i ran out with chopsticks in my hand (was starting on my food), everyone was watching in awe but without the latter in their hands. hahaha.

and how bout the fireworks? basically, i missed like pratically part of it, cos the infrastructure obstructed my view. so angry. argh. but still, managed to catch some of it though. beautiful still.
you'll hear 'ah...so nice.' 'wow.. oh...'. the wonders of fireworks. hahah.

there's still one more this coming sunday. be there early though, u don't want to go through what i've been through. hahaha.

celine looked surprised! haha.  

the eternity fever isn't over yet. everyone's talking about it on their blog and i shall too. =)
read lin's blog, the way she phrases everything, the way she places her words. probably it describes all that happened and all that i felt too. i wanna go heaven. it's a place far much better then the world we're in. gold, silver, angels, roses that won't wither. beautiful.

one can never know how long eternity is. i've always wondered how long eternity is cos i can't imagine how long it'll be. eternity = forever. and how long is forever? hahah. but what i know is forever is going to be a very very long period and i wanna spend that forever in a nice place. that'd be heaven.

pastor han talked abt those involved in the production(front crew or backstage crew) their lives have somehow been changed. i totally agree with it. i don't know how to describe but i just feel set free, freedom? more joy, more love. i just feel happier. and as for the prayers for the past few nights. i don't like prayers, and i can't stand long prayers, my focus will go off. and it's really amazing how i can last thru those nights and really prayed. (hey, i did really prayed!!) i don't know, but i really felt god's presence. it's so strong. to chris's line "prayer is so boring." nope it isn't to me anymore. *winks*

rhoda cried when her friend came forward to receive christ. why did she cry then? cos accepting christ will be the best thing one could ever happen in life. the changes, the love, the hope. what we like to see is our loved ones getting saved. we want to see them in heaven with us.


how could i live without you
how could i surive without your love
without your touch
you're the one that heals me
cleanes my heart and sets me free

now i come right before you
with my hands lifted up
and my hearts humbly bowed at the work on the cross
as you hung there and died
you were paying the price for my life
for my life

for your life is higher than the heavens
deeper than the seas
all i want is you in my life
no one else can statsify my soul
only you lord
only you