ok, so i didnt' have a very nice birthday. as what chris mentioned, the beach gave me a birthday present too. i had a fall while roller blading. down the slope i went then PA TA PA. err.. think i landed in a very awkard position then my legs ended in a very awkard position too. sprained my knee then. i dont know if it's sprained or what.. jus tat it's weird looking.

and my frens cycled all the way to marina which is i dont know where but i skated all the way there wif my injured knee. err.. then on the way back, one of my frens cycled me back; which was pretty embrassing becos guess im too heavy and he's really skinny. halfway thru, he was drenched wif his sweat. heee.. but aiya.. im preparing him for NS mar. hahaha. he even sped to win my other frens who were cycling too. eh.. like tat im not v heavy also wat, he won in the end. we're 2nd last. hahahahahahah.

actually nothing really special on that day, just my leg. and oh, selina fell into a drain on her way home, sprained her ankle. michelle fell on the bus while taking photos (ai mei lar) jermemy was sick and me.. mine oh mine.. haiy...

went to see doc the next day, basically can't move my leg at all, i got to crawl out of my room in the morning and my mum even comtemplated calling the ambulance to send me down to the hospital. was given painkillers, knee was bandaged up, im on crutches and a wk's mc. BUT the painkillers are killing me. i keep sleeping and puking after my meals. having a splitting headache. argh...

what are friendships? and what are friendships based upon? wed's lesson was abt relationships and before prayer we shared with each other what we've been through. i realised, friendships aren't exactly sweet, as much as i would like it to be.

i would boldly dare say i've got lots of friends. hahah.. hi and bye i've got lots lots lots. what bout those who really know me? who knows what im thinking, who basically goes through thick and thin with me (sounds cliche huh?) not many. only one.

she's one person, who probably can be my 2nd mum. hahah... knows me inside out, knows what im like, knows what im thinking. we've known each other for almost 6 years, we crap together, we shop together, we sing together, and we walked from king albert's park to central to have dinner. she knows my sorrows, she knows my pain, she knows my joy and everything that made me to become who i am. me? ask me about her. i might not know. her character? not at my fingertips, her temprament? a bit i guess.

my fren told me i've been really quiet these few weeks. i wasn't myself, i keep to myself and hardly laugh HAHAHAHA now. she asked me why. i wasn't as close to the 3 girls as i used to be. have i changed? i dont know... i can't see myself changing, but i did see them change. one of them, from a huge upset, she's changed. the way she dresses now, the words she use, the way she brings out herself. so totally different. where's the old her? gone. will it ever return? i hope so. for that period of time, i really find myself trying hard to talk to people, for example the 3 girls whom we used to be so close. i jus can't seem to talk to them. haiy...

i hate changes, that's what i always tell people. but changes are necessary sometimes. till now, i can't accept changes. i dont like changes. perhaps, i've changed... hahahaha. oh well.

funny, where's my tag board? weird. well, sometimes we just can't comprehend things and how they work ya? hahaha.. i'll find another day to fix it ba.

feeling real grouchy lately, don't know why. perhaps, there's too many stuff to be done, the projects, the tests and the endless tutorials. grrr.. seriously, till now, i can't accept the fact that i'm already in year 2. it was 2 years back i took my Os. time waits for no one. and im graduating in probably a yr's time. goodness. oh.. i'm sounding abit auntie now, but who cares....

i've been tortured, cruelly slapped by reality. ok lar, haven't been doing well in my studies. basically struggling but still surving. it's a torture to study something that u've never like. and to face numbers EVERDAY and touch that seemingly harmless calculator. hey, i'm like really look forward to graduating. and what to do after graduation? i've got no idea. how bout going for NS? lol. my girlfren from malaysia went.

oh well, back to my numbers now. =x