i'm back i'm back!!! I'm back here blogging. hahah. life these few weeks have been oh-so-slacking. i worked just 2 days last week and i planned not to this week. I'm jus plain lazy. i'm really really lazy. hahahah... you're just so used to having your butt stuck at home and don't feel like travelling down to somewhere far.
i love my room. i can just stay there for a few days not coming out and i'm fine with it, well,perhaps throw in a tv set ya? and food. been down to sento a few days ago to get a nice tan. err.. ok i do look a bit darker now but nah.. im not satisfied with it yet. and oh went swimming, learnt freestyle but somehow or rather i just can't seem to know how to place my head and breathe. breathe... breathe..
it's public holiday but seemed like any other ordinary weekday. i'm bored... i sleep, eat, watch tv, listen to music, and read. life's just so oh-it's-so-simple-i-can't-believe-it. i should really go shopping one day to get my wardrobe, the door of my old wardrobe is out. daddy say can go get a new wardrobe. ahh... retail therapy is what we ladies call when we shop. it takes away stress, freedom to walk around.. (think im jus crapping here) watever, but im NOT going to IKEA. though most of my stuff were from IKEA. i've come to a conculsion that IKEA's stuff are perhaps not so duriable.
i actually chanced upon david yeo's blog the (ousted SI law grad). he's a christian and i'll just quote what he wrote.
" I realised that the whole Idol experience has really been an idol in my life. It has really taken over what was most important to me in the past, my relationship with God. And now that this has been taken away from me, there is this void inside.I'm really sick and tired of it. I want to be close to God again. I want to live for God's purpose and move in His direction. I want to be as I said when I took part in Singapore Idol, I want to make a difference."
perhaps all of us has been through it though not the idol experience but something has replaced the position of God in our lives. i've got a sentence for this david yeo guy. god will bring you back to where you want if that's what you truly desire.
and what a long blog.... hahahahaha