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i hope i can sleep by 11.30pm tonight. i'm gg crazy. i can't get to sleep at all. my mind kept twirling, racing and thinking don't know abt what. *bleah* if this continues.. i'll become miss panda which isn't good cos the vain side of me wouldn't allow it. *nods head*
my lappie is going crazy too. it wouldn't allow me to space in my msn chats. and hopefully it'll allow for my report. if not.. lappie crazy, i go crazier. *siao arr....* i think lappie's life span isn't v long. it's dying on me every sec and min. and i hardly use it lor!!! except doing reports, projects, presentations. *yucks*
i'm feeling sleepy now. which is a good thing. Mum just saw the wallet/purse i bought for her. i actually put it in the cupboard where she normally put her stuff, emptied the old wallet and placed the new one inside. mum saw the cupboard wasn't closed properly, went and checked it out. got her shocked of her life..
HUH, Where's all my money???!! who steal my money??!! please lor.. own family members steal your money. hahahha. that's my mum lar.
farnie.
she said she likes the wallet and gave me a hug. *so sweet* =D
i thought i've always have a very good r/s with my mum. till this day i still believe so. mum knows alot abt me, and i can just tell her abt anything. work, school, relationships with ppl and with God. She knows and i dont know y but i enjoy talking to her. it's a pleasure. :)
but i think these days, talking to her gets less. i come home, eat dinner, watch tv, go into my room. it's a routine and a life-cycle that went on since the start of attachment. but there were times i sat at the dining table, with mum eating her
gua zi then we'll start talking lar. mum is a very simple person i should say, she don't ask for alot. everyone happy happy, healthy healthy that's all she asked for. heh. i didn't do too well in school, she didn't scold and said
if you think you've put in effort, then i think it's okay already. bro didnt do too well for exams, i think most parents would have whack. mum didn't. she knows bro isn't study type n allows him to do what he likes best, fixing things up and drawing. mum bought those err... models that you need to glue, cut here cut there, squint ur eyes that kind for bro. she saw bro what other ppl didn't see/or approve.
sometimes i think mum is a bit too soft hearted. if i'm the mum.. i would have whacked and scolded becos i believe in discipline. dad brought me up that way and i thought it works really well. hahaha... ray and rest commented that i'll be a fierce but very gd mum. hahahah. i thought so too. right, back to my mum... overall, mum's my favourite. i wouldn't say she's the BEST *previous post* hahaha but she looked after and thorough in all aspects of our life. i thank God for her. really... :)
david tao wrote a song titled Susan Say. Jay Chou named his album after his mum. so... if i ever write a book, cut an album i'll name it
Rebecca. hahah. and since i know i won't do both of the mentioned in the near future. i shall title this post after her!!! :)
love ya, mum. =]
