blog playing: other side of the world - KT Tunstall

it's abt 32 hrs more before i get my passport stamped and jump on the plane. Yeah!! i'm leaving. =D my last holiday... i think was over at Hong Kong.

havent' packed much. cos.. i'm bringing 3 pairs of jeans, 7 tee shirts, 3 (thick) jackets, toiletries, camera. and i think that's it. my tee shirts are in, 2 jackets are in. so left the toiletries, camera and jeans. i somehow.. don't feel really excited abt it leh. hhahaha. maybe... sth weighing me down, worried abt.

right, the bible says Don't worry about everyday life - whether you have enough food to eat or clothes to wear ... ur Father already knows your needs. He will give you all you need from day to day if you make the Kingdom of God your primary concern.

heh. okay.. so there's a condition. if you make the Kingdom of God your primary concern. =D
but im sure God knows wat i need now. and later part. he will provide. :) exercise x 3 faith.

went out with mum yesterday to chinatown. hahaha. havent been out with her for a while, so i suggested gg to chinatown since i've all the time in the world for now. hahaha. actually, i kinda like gg to chinatown. i like looking at old people, see how they work, see how they behave.

orchard? enough is enough. hahahah. before i end this post, i wanna wish Ms Valerie Eng Wei Li a very Happy Birthday. they say a woman's age is a secret so i shall not and will not divulge her age.

no bday present becos my sincerity in wishing u a happy bday on my blog shall be ur best gift ever... right right right? heh. =P

A long entry

hi-fi playing: amie - damien rice

how come nobody told me about Rice's concert? if i didn't read the Life section today, i probably won't know he's having a concert next week. but anyways, the tickets are all sold out. and even if the tics aren't sold out, i wont have the money to buy. hahahaha.

once i came online, You Liang msged me "hey, how's ur results?" err.. i just got online, how i know ar??!!! -___-" i didn't know results was out today until jo told me yesterday. hahah. aiya, i on attachment ma so y would i bother so much about results when i know i'll pass? hahah.

but my grade for attachment ain't fantastic but i thought it was better than what i expected!! thank God, cos i prayed the night before. hahah. considering i had a super ultra stingy, non-generous supervisor who gave me dirt low for my comp's assessment. it was upon 80, all my other frens got say 70 plus, skinny got full marks. and me?? a freaking low 61. HELLO!!! but anyways.. the bible says we should forgive. hahah. i've forgiven her lar, if not i wouldn't have comtemplated gg back to company and work for her. see i'm nice. =D

well, all's over. :) i'm officially a graduate with a Diploma in Accountancy. bleah. hahah. it's been a tough 3 yrs but... i pulled thru with the help of God lar. heh. :) so the next 1.5 yrs in uni will be put in his hands. okay.. maybe not only uni but all aspects of my life. =D

i think i probably know y i got a much (better) grade for my attachment becos i mentioned and thank God in my report. hahahaha. so if u want good grades? mention and thank God in ur report k? hahah.. err.... =D

before the start of attachment, i prayed that God will send me to a company that do not touch accounting, auditing, tax. basically not in relation with accoutancy. (but you are in accountancy!!) HA. then u are wrong. there's this company that does corporate secretarial work which was where i was sent. hahahaha. so yes, no accounting, no auditing, no tax. =)

left the company though they asked me to continue with them. no lar.. corp sec is not my kind. not a desk bound person. so i left slacking for ard 1 wk plus. eh.. i applied to relief teach but no sch wants me leh. hahahah. so..... my this good buddy had introed me to this work in expo. so i earned abt 600 odd in abt 10 days. or prob less. hahah. but it's still money and kept me occupied. while i was there, they offered me to work for them as a temp stuff at head office. and the office is just 2 bus stops away. so i'll work right after my trip.

did u see it or not? how everything was charted nicely for me. events after events, it just came. i didn't need to worry about about tmr. yes the bible says... Don't worry about everyday life - whether you have enough food to eat or clothes to wear. so i just left everything to him, believing he will provide (which will include my uni fees). =D

so did u see it?

im thinking now.. what i should do tmr. Hmmm.... it's really quite boring staying at home. most of my frens are busy and i don't know who's not busy so whether they're busy or not busy i still think most of them are busy. hahahah. wow. that was quite a mouthful. heh. or typeful. heh.

so anyone jio me out? was thinking of gg K with jen and the rest but hor... seems like the other J couldn't make it. hhmmm... havent seen the rest for.. wah.. i think i very long. yup still miss them every now and then and i just had a chat with Jen!! heh. at least i knew some stuff. haha. hahah. hhahaa. u know u know? no.. u don't!! =P

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if you're feeling down, not happy, just don't feel too good (whether pms or no) what should u do to make u feel better? i've come up with the top 5 things to do when you're not feeling too good. *claps claps*

No. 5 (background music comes in) ----- shower
yes, why should u shower? i thought shower is quite effective, esp cold showers.

No. 4 (backgorund music comes in) ----- sleep
hahahaha. just sleep lar when you don't feel good. at least you won't know you're not feeling too good while sleeping right? and maybe after a good rest, you'll feel better? you never know lor..

No. 3 (background music comes in) ----- Triple E (eat eat eat)
Just gorge urself with food. or eat something that u think can make u feel happy or just get sth which u feel like eating, nvm the money (of cos not ur money lar.. ) hahah. eh... at least make urself happy is impt right? life is not just about money. =D

No. 2 (background music comes in) ----- go somewhere and scream
u can go to the beach, ur toilet, under ur bed, basically go anywhere where u think you're comfortable screaming. hahaha. eh.. screaming helps to release all ur tension so u can just give it a try if u don't mind ur neighbours complaining if u do it at home. heh.

No. 1 (drums roll X 3) ----- play some loud music and jump
this is my all time favourite. sweat it out and jump like nobody's business. it feels really good to jump, dance. so try it try it!!

there goes my Top 5 list to make u feel good or (better). heh. oh.. i went to apply for uni and u know when sch starts? mid august. goodness.

My MSN nick went...

I think i'm gonna get married at 24. hahah

yes. i think i probably will get married at 24 becos.. i've found myself a .... (yea u know it already right)

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hahah. yea right JOYCE!! you found that someone, bullshit lor!! if you've found one you would have ANNOUNCE it.

okay. so u guys are so dirt smart to know that i'm... err.. just joking. cannot meh? haha. i really do wish to get married at 24. such a nice age what. then have kids at 27. be an ah ma at 60. wah... like that i'll go heaven as a happy ah ma. =D

over the 10 days at expo, i think i've never seen SO MANY kids over that period. it's really MANY. every corner you turn, there's a kid or baby. goodness. or a pregnant mum. so perhaps it really stirred me to have kids. i LOVE kids. or babies. i don't like kids when they're say 2 yr old n above. no longer cute leh. hahahahahahahaha. right. im just kidding.

whenever i see toddlers or babies, i'll make faces at them and go goo-goo-ga-ga. and err... these kids do love me too. heh. see, i'm being love. :)

so yes.. hopefully by end this yr i'll meet that special someone. earn enough money not for wedding but for my honey car!! hahahahah.

tmr.. i'll be gg to apply for uni. and this fri... i'm feeling anxious and excited and nervous. sharks, havent have such kind of feelings for such a long time.

radio playing: jui shi ai ni - david tao

man.. i love david tao. he is so good!! and that is one of my favourite songs!!

i know i havent blogged for err.. quite long i think (i consider it long cos i normally blog every other day) hahah. i woke up yesterday morning and saw J's sms. on my way to work, M smsed me. and while at work Z smsed me. this morning when i woke up, i saw Jean's sms.

all of them ka pa issit? they were all asking the same question "How are you?". Hmm.... i'm fine, i'm fine. really. hhahahah. maybe they haven't heard from me for so long and thus curious. then i realised that i have got friends!!

i always believe relationships or friendships will tend to change as u grow.. ppl come and go. part and parcel of life and sometimes they last and sometimes they don't. so.. take things in ur stride lar. hahah.

in case you don't know... i worked at expo for the past 10 days. i left the house ard 820am and reached home at say 11pm. so.. it was difficult to do anything, much less blog. hahah. and here i am done with my work and shall slack for the one week or so before i grab my red book and jump on the plane. =D

the world is so small...

it's singing: some chinese song

as i walked into the office... i saw somebody really familiar. Her hair.. her eyes.. as i walked closer, i held my breath.

"Da jie.. " nope, she didn't respond.

"Da jie.." this time round she looked up. "JOYCE, what the hell are u doing here?"

hahahah...

i turned to Xin and said " she's my cousin"

the world is dirt small lar, so afterall i'm working for my cousin!!! hahahah. so hilarious.

new songs up

righty.. new songs up by steven curtis and kt tunstall. check them out. =D

i've never told you...

it's singing: i will be here - steven curtis

still love this song. hahah. 24 man.

i guess.. i've never mentioned how i got save ya? yes.. though i'm born in a christian family. i was reading the bible then got this sudden urge to ask ppl how they got save. i saw Eliz and Jen.. so i asked both of them.

Jen didn't know why she went for the alter call but she went. hmmm... hahaha. maybe i do understand lar. you just felt that you should do it? hahaha. but it's good that she did that. :)

as for Eliz.. i thought her's was.. quite cool. she prayed to Jesus before her canoe competition. i asked "but why Jesus since there are so many 'gods'?" she said she saw a fren's tee shirt has got a verse on it and well.. needed that verse. so on that v day of her competition, bad weather, choppy waters (not good for competition). she bascially prayed and finished 2nd for the very fine weather. then.. she decided to accept christ. :)

i've always like to hear stories, testimonies abt how one's life change 360 degrees. hahah. =D
then how did i get save?

i was born in a christian family.. so attended nursery, CW. accepted christ when i was 12. but.. i don't know why i did that, and i don't think my life changed. hahaha. at the age of 14, i led a very drama mama life. dirt tempremental, did a lot of silly stuff for the guy i like, frens who cut themselves becos of guys... frens who wanted to kill themselves. gosh. i was probably a little affected and at a pt of my life, i was suicidal.

my life totally changed when.. i went for the water baptism on 25 November 2001. wah. i still remember. that really changed my life. when i came out of the water, God opened my eyes. hahah. yea lar. so drama. but.. it's true. =D

God's grace. really. He knew he can change me so.. yea lar. He did that necessary act. :)

so, how did u get saved? share it with me. =D

it's singing: down to my last - alter bridge

heh. so what have i been busy with? watch shows lor. hahha. mh lent me this taiwanese drama serial.. so if u see me online and on busy mode, ah. u know. =D but i'm done with the 30 dics show.

nothing interesting lately.. (of cos lar. everytime stay at home) oh.. i'll be working? shan't say where i'm gg to work, if u wanan know ask me on msn. :)

nothing to blog about.. but i really the song i will be here by steven curtis. 24...

bored

it's singing: amie - damien rice

right. as i was telling mich on msn. i'm so bored. my msn list has got so many ppl but yet none i could really talk to. i really like the following sentence written by dan brown.

Each of us is now electronically connected to the globe, and yet we feel utterly lonely.

hmmm.. how true. it's funny to be really free. i mean, no sch work, so classes, no work. nothing. no committments. it's weird lar. hahah.

humans really contradict themselves. aiyo. yes.. while i'm really bored, thank God for jt. he went "eh.. i thought you're supposed to slp by 1030?" ha. good memory but that was the past lar. then i went ranting... ranting abt boredom. lol.

eh.. would u guys be interested in my lifestyle? if i'm not feeling too bored by it, i'll probably blog about it. but i think.. by then my readers would be shutting the website off. =( not easy being a blogger too. hahaha

found another new song on the cd -- eskimo.

i think.. im gg to learn driving from sch though it may be a bit ex lar. what nigel said it's quite true.. learn proper driving. hahaha.

new skin

it's singing: amie - damien rice

discovered this really good song. goodness. this cd's totally worth it. hmmm.. maybe u can go get it if you trust my taste. hahahah. =D

change of blog skin. yup, bored if my orangey and err.. wat model of car was that? so yes, this black one looks a bit cool. hahahahah.

and oh oh.. yesterday i went to the travel agent with my aunt. i'm so EXCITED!! hahah. hahaha. hahaha. what i heard from my aunt is that, the service standards in japan is damn high so no bargining lar. =( so which means.. i'll prob wont get anything for u guys. hahahaha. =P

plus plus... i thought the sakura flowers can be seen at some moutains or that kind.. but my aunt said throughout the streets it's sakura!! Wah Wah Wah.. !! =D and i'm heading to tokoyo disney land!! no hk disney... which is gd lar. hahaha.

then there's hot spring bath, shopping, universal studio. and well.. the bus will drive past the emperor's home. -__-" hahah. yup, i'll be waving the japanese flag. heh.

japan.. here i come!! :)