hui and chelle

for a very long time i havent heard their voices. for months i think. so long.

i wanted to give hui a call as she msged me thru msn. i think she gave me wrong number cos i can never get through. so i asked her to give me her number again but she ended up calling me.

when i heard her voice. i cried. hahahaha. so no face right... i'm so emotional lar. then we chatted for a while. michelle came over to the phone.. and i cried (again). goodness me...

but it'll be at least 2 more months before i get to see them back in Singapore.

miss u both!!! *muacks*

them, they, friends

media player playing: madly in love with you - sean mcconnell

we had rmit bash at dxo last sat. justin helped me pay a bit for the ticket cos.. haha. he's nice!! jiayi's bf who is incidentally my pri sch classmate calvin Leong drove us down. so we had loads of fun..

i tried my first shot of voka lime and was gone by then. haha. thanks to fei hong, jiayi, jean and dh who well.. was also a bit away by then. fei hong and me literally became the toilet IC. jus that we didn't collect at 'entrance fees'. haha.

but it was fun!! maybe minus some ewww parts. hahaah. oh fei hong took lots of photos but i dont think i will post them up here. too ghastly to be seen. hahah. though i was a bit gone, i was subconscioiusly aware of certain things just that well.. u get the idea.

it was really the first time the WHOLE grp of us went out to party. i guess the company plays a huge part. the next outing shld be in sept. for the 4 sept bday babies. fei hong suggested sentosa. fei hong i know u are reading this now... so can u jus spread the msg to the 2 rows huh?

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oh.. we had theme dressing day today. u see... uni can be realy boring so u got to be creative and think out of the box and try market ur course. so the very creative and out of the box thinkers decided to have a theme dress day. i think it all started with the guy.. today i joined them for jersey today.

i wore the england jersey CJ bought for me from england. cheap cheap 25 sing only!! =D photos of today can be shown lar. hahaah.

yup.. u can also have some theme day dressing. to make sch a bit more interesting. yes.. i'm v slack in sch.. haha. i think everybody is. the reason y im so slack.. cos.. really, i take less than 10min to get to sch. so u wont see me.. well.. too formally dressed.

playing: sacrifice of praise - don moen

bought his newest cd on impluse cos i saw the poster on front door, went in, grabbed the cd, looked looked for a while and paid. hahah. see.. all abt advertising and marketing.

these days.. been really tired. physically, mentally and spirtually. i really almost broke down. things havent been going well.. how i hoped it all to be.

just really tired when ppl don't wanna assume responsibility, throw things aside.

really tired when doors are closed and the other windows aren't open.

really tired when i think of the relationship between me and God. somehow the more i wanna get close, the more i drifted away. and sometimes i wonder do God listen and does he answers. rightfully, as a believer we should always have positive answers towards such stuff. but when all nonsense creeps in.. you tend to doubt.

really tired when i think of all the above and wonder what i should do next.

i persuaded myself to go church today, another reason is that i need to return library book so might as well go church. hahaha. it's so forced.

walked round the mall and when i wanted to queue.. i walked away again. didn't want to go in lar. i should jus buy the hi fi set for my dad and go off. but i've got no idea why i walked ard then returned to queue.

i really didn't expect much from the service. i just need to go to church. know that kind of feeling? you just need to..

worship.. i've always love worship. it brings to a element where u and God can come face to face. and... just in total surrender. this song always never fail to touch my heart.. becos.. i think i went to church searching for an answer.

when the ocean rise

and thunders roar

i will soar with you above the storm

Father you are King over the flood

i will be still

and know you are God

i thought i connected with God during this song. But.. no leh. the don moen cd has this song in it... haha, is it coincidence? that i saw.. the poster.. then just buy without much consideration..

when i played that song just now.. i went into total surrender. tears jus came down. and i heard/or saw some words, not too sure.. about how.. He has proved to be faithful all these yrs in my life.. so..... y shld i feel how i felt?

i felt peace after that.. i'm really worried for some sch stuff.. but then.. somehow.. u know.. it's like.. aiyah! hahaha.

He is my God and the King over all my floods.

I will be still and know you are God

yesterday

listening to: delicate - damien rice

my laptop is probably dying really soon (as usual). haha

oh.. happy belated merry national day. =D

had a super early bday celebration with val, skinny and mr. actually, it wasn't supposed to be a celebration (i dont consider it still) just that mr bought a cake from breaktalk to celebrate spore's bday (haha) and err.. our (finally) gathering.

so.. the lady boss of Indulge which is over at bugis thought it was my bday... and they sang bday song for me lar.. -___-" hahaha. ok lar, early also good cos we got a discount!! hahaha. cheapo sporeans.

but anyways, it was good to meet up with them. to chat abt how things are gg with each other. and oh.. i really like this statement made by Val.. she mentioned it during my attachment period but just that.. well.. i didn't really bother. hahah.

she said.. do anything must use ur heart (yong xin). how true hor...

joyce.. must yong xin ...

Some over due photos

Steamboat at Chongqing - 15 bucks per person

and we had loads of meat meat meat!!

The guys from right: Shang - ex commando!!

De hua aka Liu De Hua, Andy aka Fei Hong,

Gio incidentally works in Giodarno (haha)

And justin (our grp's named after him) haha

Jiayi, Jean and Me!! =) we're missing sb though

oh as i was saying.. these ppl u see above are my classmates

for this marketing degree. of course there are many more ppl

just that.. they are the ones sitting behind the last 2 rows of

lect threatre, and nobody dares to sit there even though they arrive

before us.. cos.. i think they know those seats are our regular seats. haha

yup, our territory.

and oh.. there are 4 sept babies, so.. we'll all go broke next month. =(

happy birthday

playing: i wanna be with you - mandy more

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY to jean!! Jean finally hit the BIG 2. goodness, how time flies hor? 20 yrs pass like that.

the grp of us (current classmates) went over for steamboat at chongqing on the recommendation of clara. hmm.. ok lar, i can't really comment much about steamboats cos.. i dont eat a lot of steamboats. lol

jean was telling me she misses ray and chelle and the rest who are not around for bday celebrations. it seems really weird how ppl move on and stuff, and as we grow older, the circle of frens we have also seem to be shrinking. why ar?

jean still remember we celebrated her bday over at clarke quay and tried to play her with a cockroach by putting a fake one into the cake and pray hard she'll bite on that 'dead body', but she didn't lar. hahaah.

yup, that was just 365 days ago, and how things and time have changed. it's quiter this time round. gosh.. i miss those fellows, i miss my poly frens..

move on